My Christmas Poem
by, 12-19-2013 at 03:07 AM (858 Views)
I sit in the dark and wonder why
my dreams and hopes have grown stagnant
All I ever hoped to achieve has died
and now lays rotting in the sediment.
Beyond the world your eyes can see
lie such dark pains and tortures
they twirl and dance and parade about me
Barring my view of any desirable future.
Around me so many share such joy
with warm feeling and loving thoughts
happiness spread to every girl and boy
as the woes of yesterday are soon forgot.
I think something is broken deep inside
in these feelings I can not share
I desperately want to run and hide
but this season refuge can be found no where.
I look upon the world with weary eyes
seeing through the veil you call reality
deep inside I shudder and cry
knowing no one weeps for me.
My only desire or want above all else
The one gift I might finally receive
not a thing or bangle or any wealth
but an angel to watch over and protect me.