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I sit in the dark and wonder why
my dreams and hopes have grown stagnant
All I ever hoped to achieve has died
and now lays rotting in the sediment.
Beyond the world your eyes can see
lie such dark pains and tortures
they twirl and dance and parade about me
Barring my view of any desirable future.
Around me so many share such joy
with warm feeling and loving thoughts
happiness spread to every girl and boy
as the woes
Just going to retire from life. It wears on me now.
Goodbye and goodluck.
Not in the physical sense.
Depression has me again. Likely will not be finishing much of what I was working on anytime soon. Tired of this world and life, wish I could find a reset button.
May or may not be around much for a while. Not sure anyone will notice or that I'd even be missed.
Don't know why I'm posting...
So much left undone and no means to finish half of it.
As some who have spoken to me or gotten to know me may know, I am mainly in this 3D thing to follow my dreams and aspirations of making some of the thousands of tales that unfold in my head come to life. I am animating. It is slow, tedious, arduous work. These last few years mark my second effort to make a feature of sorts (my first being in the 90's and failed miserably as technology just could not achieve what I wanted...yet). Though software and hardware has come a long way, I am still up
I have decided to move some of my digital works here from Deviant Art as I do not like changes made to their TOS recently, nor the crowd the site has been attracting in the last few years. I have paired down my 3D images collection, and decided to host those I feel are among the best examples of my works and experiments outside of animation here, or those I am particularly fond of. Today's additions is the first round, and I will be adding a second round in the next few days.