Blue artist needs money badly.
Ok... not a gauntlet line...
Though, currently in deepening financial crisis. Really need an influx of finances or donations, or custom commissions to help me in acquiring much needed tools and software updates. I know my artwork isn't horrible, it just seems what I do is not in demand much, which makes it harder and harder to find the motivation to do anything - especially when the tools I need are either unaffordable, or the ones I have
May be unavailable for prolonged period.
Those working with me on things, I apologize.
Depression has me again, and I am useless now as it stands because of it.
I sit in the dark and wonder why
my dreams and hopes have grown stagnant
All I ever hoped to achieve has died
and now lays rotting in the sediment.
Beyond the world your eyes can see
lie such dark pains and tortures
they twirl and dance and parade about me
Barring my view of any desirable future.
Around me so many share such joy
with warm feeling and loving thoughts
happiness spread to every girl and boy
as the woes
Just going to retire from life. It wears on me now.
Goodbye and goodluck.
Not in the physical sense.
Depression has me again. Likely will not be finishing much of what I was working on anytime soon. Tired of this world and life, wish I could find a reset button.
May or may not be around much for a while. Not sure anyone will notice or that I'd even be missed.
Don't know why I'm posting...
So much left undone and no means to finish half of it.