It is officially my least favorite time of year, and there is a drive for content going on that, as a Vendor, I should try to be part of.
Right now, because of a variety of issues, I find it difficult. I have a few ideas, and though I have been working on them as I can, they may not see the light of day. Part of me thinks that's a good thing... Part of me wonders why I bother... Between the problems holding together my project and 3D work on the limited income I have, the rising
Blue artist needs money badly.
Ok... not a gauntlet line...
Though, currently in deepening financial crisis. Really need an influx of finances or donations, or custom commissions to help me in acquiring much needed tools and software updates. I know m
May be unavailable for prolonged period.
Those working with me on things, I apologize.
Depression has me again, and I am useless now as it stands because of it.
I sit in the dark and wonder why
my dreams and hopes have grown stagnant
All I ever hoped to achieve has died
and now lays rotting in the sediment.
Beyond the world your eyes can see
lie such dark pains and tortures
they twirl and dance and parade about
Just going to retire from life. It wears on me now.
Goodbye and goodluck.